Select Page

God’s Wildest Dream

my journey seeking the heart of God

Be Radiant

Be Radiant

Is 60:1-2 TPT Rise up in splendor and be radiant, for your light has dawned, and Yahweh’s glory now streams from you! Look carefully! Darkness blankets the earth, and thick gloom covers the nations, but Yahweh arises upon you and the brightness of his glory appears...

An ending and a beginning

An ending and a beginning

Nothing prepares you for an immense loss. No amount of mental stretching makes you fit for the experience. No exercise in being strong or tough prepares you. There is no way to know ahead of time just what places of your heart will break. No way to experience just how...

Facing Reality

Facing Reality

The Kingdom of God is an unseen realm.  “Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.” John 3:3 NIV Every born-again child of God is invited to facing reality in this unseen kingdom. FACING REALITY What does facing reality...

The Ungiven Fear

The Ungiven Fear

What I don’t give to God cannot be touched by Him. Cannot be healed by Him. He cannot show me the truth of any of the things I don’t or won’t give to Him. Like the boy who gave his bread and fish to Jesus. So trusting and small, yet so big in the hands of Jesus. I...

The Christmas Yes

The Christmas Yes

Blessed is she who has believed that what the Lord has said to her will be accomplished. Luke 1:45 —— Jesus keeps quietly, gently inviting me to follow Him into places I’ve never been. Places with people. Creative environments with artists. Even into unfamiliar...

Healed as You Go

Healed as You Go

Some time ago, when I was whining about my character defects and failures, I heard Jesus say, “You’ll be healed as you go,” and I realized He didn’t want me to seek Him for solutions to fix my flaws. He wanted me to follow Him. To intently look for Him in each day. To...

Surrender

Surrender

Sometime ago I heard a pastor say, “Faith isn’t the product of striving it’s the result of surrender.” I’ve been learning to surrender. To stop striving to believe what He says is true. To surrender all my fears and doubt and to sit with Him hopeful, like a child,...

God’s Story of You

God’s Story of You

I believe God’s beauty fills the earth. I believe God’s beauty fills you. His fingerprint has made you unique. No one, anywhere, is like you. No one brings to earth what you do. No one brings to life what you can. God loves variety. Thousands of species of flowers all...

Sleeping in the Storm

Sleeping in the Storm

You and I are why there is creation. Why there are blue skies, ocean waves, dolphins, and giraffes. We are the reason God put His story in every living thing and in the stars and sky. You and I, formed from the elements of earth by God’s hands and brought alive by the...

The Two Great Lies

The Two Great Lies

Who are we? According to Darwin's theory of evolution, we are not created in God’s image. We are the same as the animals. And yet the bible teaches we are made up of earth and of God. All things and creatures that He created He spoke into being with His voice except...

God’s Wildest Dream

God’s Wildest Dream

You are God’s Wildest dream. You probably didn't know that. I know I didn't. No one ever told me. Maybe they didn't know either. I have ached most of my life with an underlying sense of my own lack. A self-hatred even. Knowing I was not good enough but fighting for a...

The Random Dangerous People

The Random Dangerous People

I have often thought I should wear a button that says, “Does not play well with others,” just to warn people there’s a cranky introvert coming their way. It’s not that I don’t want to play well, it’s just that I don’t see how to and when I do, it feels a bit like...